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I don't know why i'v been so off latly, I think it's that nothing mutch happends when i'm all alone, so there is'nt that mutch to write about. It's a snow storm outside, in the middle of Februari, yaay i feel so happy, NOT! I hade like 4 different kinds of nightmares tonight, and it was all so awul. But the funny thing is when i woke up i hade this song stuck in my head, Whit the spill canvas. And it was more then 1,5 years ago i listen to them. So the first thing i did this morning was to put "The Spill Canvas- One thing is for sure" on repeat.. You know, when u end a disgusting nightmare (containing rape on babies, cannibalism and death.. and yeah break up) whit singing a song you can recall, you WAKE UP cuz you really need to know what song it is... Thats bad, like really bad, but at least i didn't have to dream on.. It's a really beatiful song so i'm linking it :)

Have you ever woke up whit a song stuck in your head?

One thing a i absolutely hate about myself (everything but thats not the piont) is that when i reade other ppls facebook status, bloggs etc. I read them as i wrote it myself. And the sentences just don't work. So i always find myself doing that and i say "stop that for god sake sandra" and i start reading again, but this time like a sissy (fjortis) And i alway endup LoLing my ass of to myself and i stop reading.

Anyone else have something the same that the just can't bare whit themselfs? It would be reall funny to know :D

A short video from yesterdays party. Waterpipe and Sing-a-long :)

I think I might hade slightly a bit to mutch to drink yesterday. It was all fun and good but before went home, I made a big drama. I hate drama but I couldn't help it, I didn't start it.. So now i'm doing dailys and a HC before bed time. Hope you hade a swell weekend, what did you do?

When you are feeling sad, the best way to get happy again is smile. I'll give you this video who always makes me lol reall hard. I need that now, thank you.

When i came back home tonight i found 2 of my 3 babies dead. I'm devastated and i don't know what to do Whit Yuki. The last one, only survivor.. I don't have any good pic on this computer so i'll give you guys one Pic of Chiyo whne i first got her, only a couple of mounths old and a pic. of Sayuris two little babys. Witch i don't own or know where they are. Res in peace my lovley Angels, hopefully you are in a better place now.

A Dwarf, a Human and a Gnome are in a bar having a drink when a great-looking female Gnome comes up to them and says, "Whoever can say liver and cheese in a sentence can have me."

So the Dwarf says, "I love liver and cheese." The female replies, "That's not good enough."

The Human says, "I hate liver and cheese." She says, "That's not creative enough."

Finally, the Male Gnome says, "Liver alone . . . cheese mine."

oday is it the name Sandra in the calander and i's called Namnsdag in swedish and i heard it's called Saintsday in englsih, but i'm not sure. Anyone have he tight answer for me?

Anyway i'm gonna pull he last bar to 85 then go to bed. Night Night yall (and tell me gratz)

I'm off to my bitch, Lina. But when i come home i HAVE TO ding 85 on the priestbefore i do anything. This is more of a reminder to my self, i still havent hooked my pc up from the LAN i feel sorry for my baby :( So for now i'll give you this awsome song! It's pure love
Wan't to tip me good song to practise shuffle to? I would be really happy :)

So i just woke up. It was impossible to fall asleep last night. So mutch to think of, and i woke up like 6 times (really wierd dreams/nightmares) so now i decided to go up. When kalle leaves from work we'r going to my dad house, help him whit stuff. After that me and Janni is going to try something new, Zumba! Alot of my dad and moms friends tryed it at the gym and they say it's the best workout ever. Do we... got it.. ;) and gonna try it out today.

I wanted to tell you guys about a person, a really lovley person, tou he's a bit stupid. I mean he haunts a girl that broke-up whit him and called him ugly etc. and he still "loves" her. Yeah a bit stupid. BUT he's one of the best persons i know. He's called Ryan and we meet when greeth was just a kid. We played togheter when i started my new account (yeah this is gonna be WoW talk) and by played i mean we loggd on just to talk in guild chat. It was me, ryan a swedish guy called Fantåmen but you english guys can't wright ÅÄÖ so we called him Fanta (as the soda) also there was Fusebolt, a undead priest from... Somewhere. We was like a familly and i really really REALLY miss playing whit those guys. I mean, you logg on not to play just to talk/hang out whit your guild. They boosted me like a muthaaafaaakkkaa, We laught like hell all the time, we talked on msn/cam never sleept. But then i got hacked, fusebolt sold his acc ryan, i don't know why but he stoped playing and fanta got a girlfriend, so i forced him to play sometimes but never more then a houre or so. Ryan havent played whit me sns 2009, but we still talk almost every day. And he's one of them guys that can make you smile how sad/ depressed you are. So ryan, i'm sending you big kisses smiles and glitter-hugs i love you boy<3 (i also love the fact that he wrote about me in his blogg http://ryangillam.blogspot.com/2011/02/greethy-my-day.html)

And still, exuse my spelling, not at my PC.

Do you have anyone that can make you smile in every tearfull moment?

So i promised you a vlogg like 100 years ago and i'm still gonna give you it, BUT i have it recorded only problem is: it hates me and just wount transfer to the Pc..we tryed everything but still no results.. So it will come when it comes. lol. Today i ate pizza whit Janni and now we'r nerding. hell yeah.

One thing i can give you guys tho is tihs: it's me, crille and The cat Foxxy at Jannis place, i think u can hear her in the backrground, she's the one recording

So what do i belive in.. I belive in ppl who beliv in them selfs. I belive that realism is the only "religion" to belive in. But i also belive in the Paranormal. Haters keep on hating but i'v seen stuff that can't be expaind. So you keep the haters comi'n :)

Did you know that sushi is my absolut fav. food? Ye most of u did. So now i'm gonnamake my Hot bitch eat it and then onight, lvl on my new priest ;) I'll pos a Vlogg later!

Whats your favorite food?

right now, at the moment i hate wrighting on this Keyboaard!!! It srsly fuckes me up. I think i will Vlogg untill i get a new one..

A moment. I think i have to say Last midsummer when me, a friend and Kalle went to Öland (swedish place lol) And we jus sat down by the sea and watched the sunset. Ye i totaly draged and forced him to it, but when we sat there it was like, wolrd peace...

This is really hard for me. Sens i was in 1 grade peaple know me as the wierd fat chick. I hade one best friend in 3:d grade but she moved to stockholm and now we don't have any conact. In 7:th grade (Middle school//Junior High School) i made my first really friends and it was the fist time in my life i felt i was good enough. But that didnt last long did it. in 8:th grade we start splitting up cuz we found eachother in our style (emo/goth) and the other girls, we were 5, were builiedd andso was i but i kept my head high. They didn't and when ur no them same style u can't be friends. Yes i live in a small town full of assholes. But thats like a law here. Anyway. I hade alot of friends but all of them are eally immature, they wanna borrow money, get drunk every night etc etc. And i can't take up whit ha and when isay no i'm the idiot. I'f uasked me 3 weeks ago i would have said something totly diffrent, but the persons i'm thinikig of, well i left a note couple of days ago about them.. Haunted (the text) So i have to say Lina. We klicked he first time we meee and now i feels like we have known eachoher for years! And Jannni is getting really close o me :)

So i'b been down the latest days, and that's cuz i'v been to bussy whit a LAN and alot of changes in mine and Jannis Hair haha! :D So i will make a Vlogg later on telling u all the s*it that haz beeen goooing doooown hihi and yes i'm hyber. talk to you soon!

So we took out almost all of the dreads. And putt in some fake hair (extenion) so all we need to do now is buy some gelatin and start pratecing on the Mohawk! Hehe i feel so cool, i think i'm gonna bleetch down all ends of my hair and couler it grey so it will have that awome shift a the darkest couler i in WoW :D haha call me a geek ;)

( i know i misspelled alot of things, but i'm so tierd i don't want to correct it right now)

So i'm at my sweet friend Janni who helped me whit my dreads sunday-monday night (braded them in from 13.00 to 06:30) and now we are on it, again! but this time, brade them out. We dicided to gimme a troll haircutt!! I'll see you soon whit pic ;D

Can you guess witch one?