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The funny thing is  that i know all Song in my head, and kalle things i'm reall goofy when i'm sitting there 17yr old singing to the little mermade or Mulan. ha ha o.o But this song I KNOOOOW kalle knows to cuz HE is the one who sings on it haha!

So this is a reaaaaaaally late update from yeterday. I sleept at Kalles house, o i woke up late (13.03) Cuz' i can't leep in his bed untill he leaves it haha! When i woke up i made some tee and had my first Cigg. As Always. When i wa wake i logged on to wow and finnaly dinged 84, i'm a slow lvler but you know when u have 3 chars to lvl at the ame time, hawe to prep for Diablo 3, And wanna finnih Amneshia but don't dare to, it take some time anyhow..

After that... Yeah kalle came home and when he slept (-.-) for like 2h we when and bought a Cake and then went out to his big brother who turned 21yrs old.  So we were there until late. When i came i tarted farming (lost 3k enchanting) After some farming i watched a movie(documentry), and cryed my eyes out. So i wanted to continue crying haha, si i made a playlit of Disney(!!!!) song, and yes, nothing! can make me cry a Dsiney haha ;__;
So i will link the playlit here:http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=01C686F3B6121AD6

What movie makes you cry?

I am a bad girl. I wa suppose to update today, but i'v been really specked.. I will tell you all about it tomorrow. Until then i say good night whit this lovley song.

(i really really really wan't a (old) Disney-movie-Marathon. I don't think there is One singel disney movie i don't cry til..

I better just tell you guysbefore you freak out. Thisisa broken keyboard, half of all the keys isf*ckd yp, so if letters missing, don't blame me.(esp space, t,r and a)

I am litterly haunted by a evil spirit.. Well not spirit, stupid person more likely. So iwas "in trubble" whit this person before and i don't really care, he ( isay he bu thefact is hat it's both the guy and hes girlfriend) is the most immature person on earth..  They pepol i know what this is allabout.And i would love to write it alldown but for now i feel, it will take to long. Well anywayz. Theese persons is looking for a fight all the time and this guy is suppose to beKalles best friend. But yesterday i toldKalle to choose, me or them (they said severall times that they will destroy me, kille me, calledme whore, retard etc.) And i don't  think that kalles is suppose to takehat, about hisgirlfriend from his best friend. So i told him (i'm not a bitch i never ever done this before) to choose beween us. And he said he understands and he hade toughts about cancel their relashionship a long time. Only thing is this dream hauts me all night (have been doing for 2 weeks now) that they come Kalles house andstatit assulting me whit Iron-pipes and kalle just standing there. When i take a pipe aswell and start hitting back, they end up in the kitchendinking tee and talking about me being raped. And just laughing.. It's a really disturbing dream and it's nasty... I just don't know what to do. About the dreeeam, not the persons i can handle them lol..

This i really hard Cuz i want so mutch from my lover, still i think that when you love omeone all you need i that person. I'm a very un-Reasonable person when it omes to love.

But the thing i demand of my lover is: He/she needs to love me for who i am, not trying to change me. At all! And the way i dress, make my make-up, my style overall.
He/She will always protect me, as hi lover. Exampel, If i tell my lover that a gay on work grabbed me, tvice (or sumffin -.-') My lover will be furious and wan't to almot kill that person. Cuz' i wanna feel that i belong to my lover and that mutal.
A lover will always be there for you, ALWAYS! But never ever turn down hi real friends.

It' my mom's birthday today! Yaaay.
o i never went to leep tonight, i was at a friends house and braded dreads all night (from 23:20-06:30) I'm soo tierd, but anywayz, i made her breakfast, normal white bread whit ham/tomatos and cheese/cucomber, i hade chocklet milk and my mom coofee. I'll update later cuz both my grandparents are here and we gonna eat cake :D And efter 15:00 i'll gonna play photogrefer. Wish me luck and i'll see you tonight :)

actually i hate farming. It's so boiring. I dont the see game as a "i-have-to" so i never do something boring in the game. I do have-to's (ye i'm gonna call it that, live whit it) When i'm waiting for the fun stuff. I'v combined business with pleasure all morning. Enchanting/Tailoring and Healing Dungeons. I really love Being a priest. I tryed so many classes, but this is the one i feel i belong to. The warrior, ye it's fun, but i suck at it and like being a spell caster. Mage- ye it's a aspell caster, if i'm not healing i'll be powning whit the mage! Warlock- nooo ye I know it's almost the same as mage, but to many dots. No i want SPELL casting, not dot casting ._.

And i just found out hen i wrote this text, that i was dc'd and tryed to logg on and my gametime is out T_____________T  Gimme money some1 plz???? I totally lost it what i was writing about :(

This is something really hard to talk about. Cuz i know my mom reads my blogg. ha ._.
Well my "relationship" to my parents arn't the easyest thing to explaine. My mom and dad got devorst when i was 9yrs old. I was living whit my dad and mom evry other week. But when i was around 10 my dad. Moved. (not the truth but i keep it my secret) and he didn't come back to my town untill i was 14. Those were really difficult times to me, cuz' i was always dadys girl. I devolped some trubbles during those years and that made my mom go crazy (not nutcase crazy just really tierd out of me) So. My dad is back in town, whit a women, who haz' two other children from a passed marriage. When i was around 14-15 they meet and i lived whit them the first year. But my dad is really old school and we don't get along whit my piercings and black hair and the freedome that i need. So i only live whit my mom, and i can tell my way of living is damaging, not harmfull in a fysic but psycic way, to her..

I really don't know what to say, but ofc i love them! We just don't have the best bonds..
A crazy pic. of my dad (me as photographer at his 40yrs birtday party)

my sweet sweet mom. (this pic. is taken by the sea in Stockholm, me as photographer again ._.)

Huum. Not that triky!

As most peapl know, nd as i told in my last "day" check of. I'm ogheter whit one of the most beautiful, annoying, sweetest and most childish boys in the world: Kalle! I have to admit, he was my first reall love. I don't have that mutch to say about that. I was 12yrs old he was 14. A friends was inlove whit me but he didn't dare to come by him self so he brought Kalle whit him. But he was to shy so Kalle snapped me instead haha! This guy went really jealous, called me and told me kalle hade said nasty things about me, and then he told Kalle vise vers. So Kalle broke up whit me, 6months later, we'r back togheter, and so we are for about 2months then he's best friends said i was "a fucking Emo" so Kalle hade to choose between his friends and me. He broke up whit me. A couple of months later 8again) we'r back togheter (again) but on Kalles demands 'us' where a secret. After 6months in secret i told him to tell people or break up. Guess what? He broke up. Only 2 months after that we'r back togheter. But he was a matured. So the 18'th of Marsh we celebrate 3years togheter (whitout break ups) and i even got a ring :)

Thats our funny story haha! enjoy

summer of '10

Autumn of '09.

So we watched a movie (around 00.00) then we was hungry, desidded to go to Mc'Donalds. When we are at MC. Kalle gets a phone call, nothing strange, right? Yeah and it's one of his friends (so far so good) and this friends KIM needs help. A friends always helps friends. But the problem is: Kim haz driven in to a biiiiiiiig pile of snow in the middle of nowere. It takes me and kalle 1,5h to get there (and a bad fucking road aswell) when we get there it takes us about 1,5h to get him out of the snow.. Ye it's 4 in the moring and we just got home. I'm so tired T___T
Well well, thats the Adventyr of Tonight. Sleep tight bitches, i know i will :)

So as I Said Yesterday, I will be going to follow this list, just to get started whit the blogging :)

so who am i? This Girl behind all the make-up and gaming?
Well my name is Sandra, most of my friends call me Nemo. I'm 17yrs old turning 18 the 13:th of September. I have no siblings i live whit my mom and i see my dad from time to time. He live in te same City as me, but it's best if i don't live there. I have trubble in school, i'm really tierd of it and atm i'm just home whaiting for a transfer. I have a few close friends, but when you live in a really small shitty town like this it's not easy making new ones. Everyone knows me from kindergarden and desided to hate me from the start, haha true story. Sad but true. Most of my frineds i made trou my lovley boyfriend Kalle, or keppz as my englsih friends call him. They can't pronounce the swedish word and his Char name on WoW is Keppz, Easy and look-a-like. :) I meet Kalle through a old friend when i was 12yrs and he was 14. Sens then we have been in a on-off-on-off relationship.
When i'm not by the computer gaming i like to draw, take photos and watch movies. There will be some movie-rewies here on the blogg aswell! I will also make a new Categoiry today where i will put up some pics.

I don't know what more to wright. Tell me, what do you wan't to know about me?

efter som att många jag pratar med dagligen, min andra familj, Mitt sociala nätverk, ja jag snackar om mina gaming polare. Är från Olika delar av världen så har jag bestämmt mig för att byta över till engelska. Och detta, dels för att alla spel man spelar är i Engelska, Jag kan marknadsföra bloggen i en längre utsträckning osv. Så from now on, it's only English!

Detta är min tredje blogg jag är inne på. Men nu jävlar ska jag försöka sten hårt! Så som många av mina vänner vet så har min kära pojkvän och hans bror startat en LAN-förening vilket jag är med i och ställer å styr i. Jag står som Ordförande i papprena vad jag vet. Så Dataspel, Tv-spel DreamHack och lan är något som ligger mig fruktansvärt varmt om hjärtat. Men jag är ju trots allt tjej, så style och smink gör även det lika så. Jag har gjort en del Tutorials på youtube och håller just nu på at ladda upp fyra (!!!) videos i samma stuk. En vacker (men avlägsen) dag vill jag utbilda mig inom den genrern.
MEN! För att komma igång med bloggande ska jag som så många andra följa följande lista:
Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love
Day 03 – Your parents
Day 04 – What you ate today
Day 05 – Your definition of love
Day 06 – Your day
Day 07 – Your best friend
Day 08 – A moment
Day 09 – Your beliefs
Day 10 – What you wore today
Day 11 – Your siblings
Day 12 – What’s in your bag
Day 13 – This week
Day 14 – What you wore today
Day 15 – Your dreams
Day 16 – Your first kiss
Day 17 – Your favorite memory
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday
Day 19 – Something you regret
Day 20 – This month
Day 21 – Another moment
Day 22 – Something that upsets you
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry
Day 25 – A first
Day 26 – Your fears
Day 27 – Your favorite place
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Your aspirations
Day 30 – One last moment

Så, let's get started!